Is this the end?
You'll never know i feel.
I'm stuck here reading your messages over & over again.
They made me laugh so hard.
Just last night, we were on the phone, for hours.
& the previous night too.
You're always the one who makes me laugh.
I called you crying, but ended up laughing when we hung up.
What has gotten into you now?
You're always there for me whenever i needed you.
You're always there whenever i needed your ears.
You're always there whenever something happens.
I need you here, my dearest friend.
I dont know who i'll be without you.
I've never had the thought that advices you give wer harmful.
Well, i do admit i'm jealous of what's going on.
But i dont mind giving my senior up to have you back.
I'd rather have you, than her.
You know i'm refering to.
Really, i dont mind.
Cause i believe, & i know, i need you more than i need her.
& i'm not lying.
Do you know, you're always the first person i call if i needed someone?
& if anything happens?
You might think that i'm being stupid posting this.
But well, i really want you back. Big time okay.
We promised to be there for each other, i've not forgotten.
& i never will.
You can be close to her now, i fucking wont care.
Cause i know i need you more than her.
Its okay if i lose her, cause i can find someone else i like.
But, IT ISNT OKAY IF I LOSE YOU.
I do have others i can turn to.
But their advices doesnt work out that well.
& you never fail to give me the best.
Whenever Isabel & i quarrel, you're the first person i call & cry out to.
Even when we broke up, you're there for me.
& you'd ask me to cheer up & tell me what to do.
I miss your daily calls & messages.
You're th best person anyone can have as their friend.
I'm willing to give Cristy up for you.
I really mean it.
Whatever it is, i'll be here waiting.
Always, always.