I never expected things to turn out this way.
Well, i have to admit.
I've never kept my promise. Never never.
I was never there whenever you needed me.
I guess you're right.
I fell and you were always there to pick me up.
But you fell, and i never cared. Not once.
If you think i dint mean what i said in my previous post,
I'll prove you wrong. I will.
Cause i'm regretting.
Yes, i'm regretting.
I want things to go back to how they used to be.
I'm really willing to sacrifice Cristy Ang. For you.
And i mean it. I fucking do.
I need you more than i need her, i myself know that.
Much much more than you even think.
Everytime something happens, you're the first i turn to.
Not Cristy.
Its my fault all these happened.
I have no one else to blame other than myself.
It fucking wont work even if say i'm regretting.
Its okay, continue your life with Cristy.
I wont get jealous. Not anymore.
Yes, not anymore.
I'm giving up on her.
What more, i doubt she'll like it if i continue liking her.
So i'd rather give up. Well i am.
And if you're gonna ask me to continue waiting to have you back,
I will.