Being lonely isnt th worst feeling .

Its being forgotten by someone ,

You'll never forget .

I'm trying my best t treat you as cold as i can .

But i just cant bring myself t do it .

I tried t stop myself from talking t you .

I tried t stop myself from contacting you .

I deleted you from my contacts , but I cant forget your number .

I tried so hard not t talk t you on msn , but I still couldnt overcome myself .

It was my fault for leaving , & saying I'll forget you , but why am I still here , missing you ?
8 more days , just 8 more days , do you still rmb ?

It hurts when something so beautiful ends .

But it hurts even more when you cling on t it , knowing that it's not & never gonna be there .

Its been more than a month & i'm missing you more than you'd ever know .

I'm still stuck here reading your letters , smses & conversations , over & over & over again .