Baby , i miss you .
I see you online now & i want t talk t you so badly .
But i dont have th courage t . I'm afraid of being pushed away .
Without you here , i no longer have th sense of security .
& i feel no love .
When we used t be together . I never once saw my name mentioned in your blog .
But why is it that when you're w her now , i see her name mentioned in every post ?
Do you really love her that much ? More than you used t love me ?
It is really over between us ?
I never expected such a strong love , t be gone in just a blink of an eye .
Everything was so sudden . I can't take it .
Its exactly 2 months , & yet you're still on my mind , every second .
Why cant i get over you ? I told myself i will .
I forced myself not t sms you , pick up your calls & ignore you online .
But why cant i do it ? Why ? Baby , why ?
Is it wrong of me t love you so deeply ?
Maybe its time i let go .
Maybe we're just not meant t be .
I've cried my last tears , thought my last thoughts .
My last words , i love you .