MIA.

Just had a heart to heart talk with Cybil.
I've wasted a total of, half a year?
And that's really long, if you didn't notice.
I think it's total stupidity staring at this guy every sunday,
Knowing that you'll get nothing out of it and it gets you nowhere.
What more, he's attatched.
Why am i even crying over him?
It's not like it can help break him and the other girl up.
When she said "anyways, bryan is attached already",
I stared at this screen in shock, with really teary eyes,
And i was really really speechless.
I mean, why in this earth was i even crying?
Shouldn't i be happy that he actually has someone
Who's there for him?
Who can perhaps give him happiness?
I think it's time i give up.
I really see no reason why i shouldn't.
Besides, he's Sec4. That's 3 years apart.
People say that when it comes to love, your age doesn't matter at all.
Maybe it does, for this once.
Just so you know, loving someone's way more painful that being loved,
Trust me.

Might not be blogging for awhile.
Talk to me on msn if there's anything.