Hard to love you

It's another quiet night (I'm waiting)
But alone again here I am
Not a trace of you in sight (I listen)
Excuses on the back of your hand
It's another so meaningless fight (I question)
I forget what we were fighting for
But you don't really hear me
Even when I'm screaming
You don't deserve much more
Only empty promises you say or do
I think we're running out of time
And I want to believe that you follow through
But I don't want to walk the line
Why you gotta make it so hard for me
To love you like I can
Why you gotta see me walk away
To make you understand
You only get one chance one heart
One love you can call on true baby
Why you gotta make it so hard to me to love you
Somethings has got to change
I'm not gonna lose my way
Why should i stay(should I?)
Why should i wait
For my heart has had all it can take